Responsibilities tether me to a reality I long to forget
Those cords that bind me cut and bleed
Thrashing and fighting for freedom from a life that chose me
Screaming for vengeance to a world who no longer hears
Like a beast chained for keeping I am strapped to choices that defined me
Longing to fly to the sun, but only rising the length of the tetheric rope
Blurry lines and faded colors
Bending my mind away from truth
Exact is a myth and precise don’t exist
Opinion a dime a dozen
My day is your night
Scared and gentle. Childlike tender. Slowly moving. Questions tiding. Insecure places.
Where to go? Am I ok? Where are you? Are you sure? How can I?
Looking for detailed instructions to questions ruling my life. How can I know where to go, when nobody has ever been here before? Seeking answers to questions I can’t construct in my deepest soul.
It’s me again
Sitting in the same old place
Never doing anything worthy
Always a disgrace
It’s me again
Tired and almost depressed
How long before you notice me
And get me out of this mess!
This is my husband. He is just a guy who likes to sing and write songs. Works hard every day. I hope it blessed you!
Tomorrow sprinting just ahead
Never letting me quite catch up
Dazzling me with forbidden dreams
Tomorrow will be better for sure
Tomorrow the sun will be brighter
The sky will be bluer
The smiles will be bigger
The only problem is
I can never catch tomorrow
Tomorrow never comes
I woke up with you on my mind
Your being feels my every sense
I feel safe in your presence
You’re the reason I exist
You wipe away my painful thoughts
Filling my heart with true love
Emptiness shattered with one embrace
This is what my true love does!
A picture painted inside of me
For the whole wide world to see
Who I love and stories untold
Before eyes of strangers all unfold
Places I’ve been show up on the page
People I’ve known across the stage
Unwanted perception of who I am
Watching quietly from where they stand
Painted pictures on my soul
Impossible dreams temporarily on hold
Where do I go to erase my mess?
Impossible to silence life’s canvass!
Anxious for untold new roads
And where they take me to
My life will never be the same
Once my journey I begin
No matter the couse I will trudge on
Walking where feet may lead
Seeing sites unfold anew
I am ready, and now I leave
It seems just a hop skip and a jump
From this life to the next
From birth to death and all between
Is no more than a breath